Silky Marie Ilias

Silky- Its almost been 4 years- It doesn't get any easier. My heart is forever broken.  I love you

Hey Silk- Just wanted to write you- It has been a rough year- We lost grandpa - then grandma became Critical and now we lost Uncle Gerry- The only thing that makes it easier is knowing that you are not alone now- That they are there with you... I love you and I miss you so much...

I love and miss you silky- every second of every day! Wish you were here! Muahz love! xoxoxoxox

                          **HERES TO YOU SILKY RIP**                                    

Silky, I miss and love you dearly. The memories we shared were precious. I remember when my mom and I used to live with you for a few months in Middletown. You, Jeremy and I used to go out to the mall.. We would ride in your black car.. I always bought punk rock stuff.. then you would rent movies and games for your PS2.. Your favorite game was crash bandicoot.. When Jeremy was working nights I slept with you to keep you company.. You had all your stuffed animals on your bed.. Other times i just slept on the couch when Jeremy was home.. Jeremy was good to you.. he was like a brother to me.. I remember when we used to spike our hair all crazy a few times.. you always called me Kido for a nickname and Agopymo/It means doll in greek.. Thanksgiving was my favorite time of year to spend with you.. I remember when you and nick would say "uh oh cherry'o.".. Or when we would wait till night and catch lightning bugs.. what fun we had.. we would go fishing, walks, play manhunt, and pick berries for grandma to make her famous tasting jellies.. I remember when we would go camping in a pup tent and would sun bath on a towle in grandmas front yard..Or when you took me trick or treating around chester.. you were Dorothy and I was the Scarecrow from the wizard of oz.. you were always strong, never afraid to be who you are.. you were a tomboy growing up.. thats were I must of inharited it from..lol.. Silky I love you so much their are just so many memories to share and so little time, the memories we shared will be on my mind and in my heart forever.. You mean the world to me.. Love-your cuz Christina

                           **HERES TO YOU SILKY RIP**                                  

Silky, As I sit here and look at this page, it tears the heart out of me,  that I cant truely accept that you really are gone, and that I will never see you again. The pain that I feel hurts so much that theres nothing that I can do to bring you back.

You were a piece of my heart that can never be replaced or forgotten, and I look forward to the day that we can be together again in heaven where theres peace and no more pain. I love you & I Miss you More then you could ever know. You were a daughter to me... Rest In Peace Silky

I think about you everyday. Still don't seem that you are not hear on earth with us. I often wounder what it would be like with you here. But at least I know know that you are up there with Gram and Grandpa I know gram is keeping you inline. lol. Miss you so much. It just sucks that there is so much that you are missing out on in life with us

Hey Silky, Just thinking of you & how badly I wish you were still here with us, It's not fair you died too young.  You were a sister to me, we grew up together, the world doesn't feel the same without you in it.  Our family chain has been broken, & we are left without any answers as to why you are not here with us. I wish you could come to me in my dreams & tell me what happened, so that we can get justice for you & so we can have some sort of closure or an explanation. The unanswered questions never go away.  Everyone that knew &  loved you knows that you didn't take you'r own life. You were too much of a survivor to ever do something like that, & you knew how many people loved you. &  I know that you wouldn't have ever wanted to put you'r mom & Nick and all of us through this.  You passed away almost 2 years ago but it feels like it was yesterday.  There are no words that can even begin to describe the pain & hurt & emptiness that I feel when I think of you.  I bought a Mini Daschound & I named him Meko in memory of your daschound Miko that you loved with all of your heart who was torn away from you & is now in heaven with you. My Meko turned 1 this past Friday & just having him makes me feel that much closer to you. I could sit here & write this for all of eternity because thats  how much I miss you, I pray that you are watching over us and that you are in peace, but most of all Silk I pray that you along with all of the other angels up there & us (your family) see to it that the person that took you away from us is brought to justice. I  love you &   miss you more then words can ever describe. LOVE YA SILKY! ALWAYS & FOREVER!

There are no words adequate enough to express the proper condolence in situations like this.  We are strangers, but not strangers to having experienced first hand the horrific abuse from the hands of a psychopath to a loved one, my daughter..her sister. We understand the pain....prayers are being said for those who are left behind.

We understand the helplessness...we are standing where you are today...looking for answers.